New Sem, New Friends.

  New sem is started of course new friends also got some. 幸好这个学期有5个华人朋友，而且同一个section。 因为上个学期我班上只是一个华人朋友，而且不同section ，所以每当上完课或者下课后我通常都会去图书馆。我去图书馆的时间还多过我我见朋友，不认识我的人还以为我是书呆子。 哈哈 当然不参华人也是有个好处，那是你可以练你的英文，但是无可否认种族之间会有那种代购（某些人而已）。

  现在的状况还不赖，只好可以好好交流下。我现在只希望这个和下个学期的的GPA可以拿到至少3.9。这样我才可以有比较大的机会得到奖学金。我会逐步逐步的实现的我梦想和目标。在这里空口说白话是没用的，唯有好好的实现这一切。

有被打败了。

刚打完羽球，打5场输五场，我到底什么事情？心情特别低落和不爽，输给别人不要紧。但偏偏输给上个星期和partner 的人，那天输了还在背后讲我。我最讨厌人家背后讲我坏话，然后前面对你很好。双打是两个人的事情，不一定都是我我不好而已。所以我看到你都讨厌。还以为今天可以报仇，把你干掉。结果偏偏给他打败回。成绩 4-0。 我没有赢过一场。

前几天我在别边打我还可以，6-0 我没有输过，只是隔了两天却沦落到这样地步。心里超不服气的，好像给人压着压着。 ARGH!!!! 我超不喜欢输的感觉。 我下个星期一定会把你打败。一定！！ 

My result is out!!

i keep checking my result in this few days because i tot my college made a mistake or what because i got 3.52 out of 4.0. The first thing im thinking after i step out the exam hall is holy shit. this time really gone. it ruined my life my whole life. However what is the result now i know what is my bad now and what should im gonna do the next. so keep moving and built your dream. Many people think that am i stupid or what's wrong with me? i still want to be a pilot after graduated? but i really want to tell u no matter how little of the opportunity i also wan to try.  At least give me a try? i was regret and didnt even have a try for asking something or join something. i really dont want left so many questions in my heart and cant find the answer until ppl bury me. lol so what i have to do the next is study hard and do better and get a scholarship and hope have a chance study in oversea. :) so good luck for me! And i wont tell ppl what is my plan i just will do it behind until success. Do more and Talk less

what a tired day

Today (saturday) is the last  days of my sem break of course i sure want treasure every minutes and sleep as late as i can but who knows i have to wake u early and follow mum go to market because i have to use her  car and car was lend for my uncle last week. :( so i woke up at 7am but i slept at 2am before the day. Surprisingly when i saw my beloved primary teacher at market and she told me a breaking news that is she is going to retirement. She is just 40+ age only and i think i heard that she is sick or wht so have to rest. i hope i hear wrong... hmmm  after the market i sure rush back home and sleep..... 

when i sleep until 9 something my phone is rang. That is my friend and he was asking me "hey, what are u doing?" "im sleeping"  "then arh... can fetch me to railway station or not? because nobody send me leh... pls la..." i reply" huh? dont la... im really want to sleep.im freaking tired." he said " pls la ..." and i make the deal with him. LOL i also dont know why i would fetch him.

After i have lunch then go to coaching and training badminton until 7pm....the moment of me is really very tired and my mind is blind out. Bath, dinner and rest a while my friend was calling me ask me play badminton again but i told them im really tired but they keep asking me go. So guess what is the end of the story? yeah right... i go there.... ans it's 2.00am my brain is totally off like hang over. lol

i think i should faster go to sleep if not i sure will think other things and make ownself more emo

I just want to sit down and read a book

i just had a movie and supper with some old friends. It was pretty nice moment when we all together but it is short though. Yeah, the great time is always short. It is 12.30am now. A quiet night. As quiet as i can heard the voice from the fan or even the car from the road. I just wanna to sit down and read the book now and listen the musics i like to. This kind of life will be never last long because sem break is gonna to end soon.  I just wanna to make everyday piece of day that remains is more meaning.

最怕的事情

其实对我来说最怕的事情不是什么生离死别，而是看到一个熟悉的面孔但陌生的感觉。这是个非常残酷的事情。以前无论在学校还是外面看到一些普通朋友都没有什么打招呼或者会假假没看见。This is what i always do. haha 但是当你毕业了，会有种特别的寂寞感觉，那是因为你不再和40多个同班同学和手指数不完的朋友和那些你想认识的人在学校了。 呵呵 之前我很怕在外面见到熟悉的朋友，因为会觉得有点不好意思。但是现在我觉得我好多了，至少会去叫下他们，不过要看下那个人是否叫得过，那就好像那股票是否值不值得投资。其实我们不知道什么时候还会再见面，但是每次见面都一定会说下次记得喝茶。虽然这是客套话，但不是适合每个人听的。如果你想乡村来的还是外国的朋友说，他们真的会等你叫他们喝茶的。。。。。。。。

Holidays!!

Yeah! it's so happy to have my holiday but the bad is some friends school reopen when my holidays is started.
 I just cant understand why cant the college fixed all the break are same with others?
 Anyway maybe we all can always together though it made me treasure every second we spent together.
 I gotta to set some target and plans to recharge myself again during this holidays. I cant continues this type of life with this condition nw. 

那个远远的梦想

很多人觉得当他们遇到个很艰难的东西时候，就会逃避或选择比较简单的过关就算了。可是对我而言这是毫无意义的，因为赢了又怎么样？会很了不起吗？某个角度来说你的确是，因为你至少赢过。但对我来说虽然我知道结果又可能会输，但是还会去试，因为我不喜欢没挑战性的东西。现在想我想机师的梦还很远，因为现在的环境不是那么被应许。