My result is out!!

i keep checking my result in this few days because i tot my college made a mistake or what because i got 3.52 out of 4.0. The first thing im thinking after i step out the exam hall is holy shit. this time really gone. it ruined my life my whole life. However what is the result now i know what is my bad now and what should im gonna do the next. so keep moving and built your dream. Many people think that am i stupid or what's wrong with me? i still want to be a pilot after graduated? but i really want to tell u no matter how little of the opportunity i also wan to try.  At least give me a try? i was regret and didnt even have a try for asking something or join something. i really dont want left so many questions in my heart and cant find the answer until ppl bury me. lol so what i have to do the next is study hard and do better and get a scholarship and hope have a chance study in oversea. :) so good luck for me! And i wont tell ppl what is my plan i just will do it behind until success. Do more and Talk less

what a tired day

Today (saturday) is the last  days of my sem break of course i sure want treasure every minutes and sleep as late as i can but who knows i have to wake u early and follow mum go to market because i have to use her  car and car was lend for my uncle last week. :( so i woke up at 7am but i slept at 2am before the day. Surprisingly when i saw my beloved primary teacher at market and she told me a breaking news that is she is going to retirement. She is just 40+ age only and i think i heard that she is sick or wht so have to rest. i hope i hear wrong... hmmm  after the market i sure rush back home and sleep..... 

when i sleep until 9 something my phone is rang. That is my friend and he was asking me "hey, what are u doing?" "im sleeping"  "then arh... can fetch me to railway station or not? because nobody send me leh... pls la..." i reply" huh? dont la... im really want to sleep.im freaking tired." he said " pls la ..." and i make the deal with him. LOL i also dont know why i would fetch him.

After i have lunch then go to coaching and training badminton until 7pm....the moment of me is really very tired and my mind is blind out. Bath, dinner and rest a while my friend was calling me ask me play badminton again but i told them im really tired but they keep asking me go. So guess what is the end of the story? yeah right... i go there.... ans it's 2.00am my brain is totally off like hang over. lol

i think i should faster go to sleep if not i sure will think other things and make ownself more emo

I just want to sit down and read a book

i just had a movie and supper with some old friends. It was pretty nice moment when we all together but it is short though. Yeah, the great time is always short. It is 12.30am now. A quiet night. As quiet as i can heard the voice from the fan or even the car from the road. I just wanna to sit down and read the book now and listen the musics i like to. This kind of life will be never last long because sem break is gonna to end soon.  I just wanna to make everyday piece of day that remains is more meaning.

最怕的事情

其实对我来说最怕的事情不是什么生离死别，而是看到一个熟悉的面孔但陌生的感觉。这是个非常残酷的事情。以前无论在学校还是外面看到一些普通朋友都没有什么打招呼或者会假假没看见。This is what i always do. haha 但是当你毕业了，会有种特别的寂寞感觉，那是因为你不再和40多个同班同学和手指数不完的朋友和那些你想认识的人在学校了。 呵呵 之前我很怕在外面见到熟悉的朋友，因为会觉得有点不好意思。但是现在我觉得我好多了，至少会去叫下他们，不过要看下那个人是否叫得过，那就好像那股票是否值不值得投资。其实我们不知道什么时候还会再见面，但是每次见面都一定会说下次记得喝茶。虽然这是客套话，但不是适合每个人听的。如果你想乡村来的还是外国的朋友说，他们真的会等你叫他们喝茶的。。。。。。。。

Holidays!!

Yeah! it's so happy to have my holiday but the bad is some friends school reopen when my holidays is started.
 I just cant understand why cant the college fixed all the break are same with others?
 Anyway maybe we all can always together though it made me treasure every second we spent together.
 I gotta to set some target and plans to recharge myself again during this holidays. I cant continues this type of life with this condition nw.